| I have realized a lot in the last couple days. People spill their guts out on websites (i.e. xanga, MySpace, so on and so forth). And I wont to know if it is an image thing, like do they not want people to see them in person like that, or is it just to get it out there. For me it was to get it out there so someone would listen. Because the people i hung out with wouldn't of cared either way how i felt. Sorry its the truth to most. But see you shouldn't have to hide yourself or be someone else online. Just be yourself. Don't hide it. You are unique. You are an individual. You are my friend.
Now to get to the part i was talking about. The whole spill your guts kinda thing. And no like most say, "Its not an emo thing," Its just from the heart, thats it.
I really wish that I didn't feel like a lot of my friends are drifting. We don't talk to each other like we did during school. If we see each other we talk. We don't normally go out of our way to talk to each other. We make plans during school for the summer, then we never do it. With Iza its different though she IS MY WORLD. She could never drift from me. No matter where she is, Florida, Eastern Illinois, Beloit, Her house, my house. She has completely filled up this whole, a void, in my heart. "She has filled the keyhole to my heart with her matching key." This is one of the most touching things I feel I have ever writen. Because this came from the heart which it is about. And in my head it is the only thing I can think about. She says shes in it for the long run. Well...I'm going to right there next to you the whole way down. (Even though the only ones that probably read this are Iza (I love you), Joy, and Buddy).
So this is for you, Iza. I love you. I will give you every thing I have promised. The trip to Paris, The ring with our names in it. Everything. It is yours.Anything. It is yours.
Yours forever and always,
Shane |
